I was very upset, although I’m success in my career. Nobody can understand my feeling well. Nobody will know how much effort had I put in. My family members’ pities me was working so hard. They are asking what for me working so hard, because they all not waiting me to feed them. My boy friend was don’t like me explore to this complicated society. May be he scared of one day I will leave him because of my achievement in my career and will look down on him. What can I guess through his expression is, he would like to safe his faces in front of his friends and to show that he was more ability than me. I’m really can’t read his mind. Why should I to maintain this kind of relationship? Is it worth for me and fair enough for him? Lastly, my direct line was can’t understand my commitment in my full time job. I know that she want to hold my hand on my career path, but sometimes her steps was too fast until I can’t follow her step. I’m understood that everybody also wants to be success in their career, but sometimes we have to more realistic on our own ability. Please don’t put yourself in a pair of shoe which that not match your size, in the end you will be suffering yourself and nobody will sympathy you. Sometimes, we do need motivation from others too, then we only can faster ours step. Kath, I really can understand your “yong xin liang ku”. Really! I will try my best to do it, won’t let you feel disappointed on me.
